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I can't be my mother. It's amazing how the problems of our parent's manifest themselves in us. The 49835258636582th attempt probably wont be the last, but I ain't no quitter.Obviously.

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I'm back on the Lj...I suck at keeping it up since I became a myspace junkie. I've missed this place. More to come after I troll some communities.
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So, I didn't go to bed until 5 in the morning, apparently it takes a lot of time to write 5 pages about a book you never read. I think it's an A paper. I got about 2 hours of sleep and went to school. About half the class showed up, and of the half that was there, only 3 of us urned the paper in.It's worth half of our grade. I know if was lazy and stupid of me to not read the book, especially because I LOVE reading.Of course it was stupid of me to wait until the 11pm the night before a paper is due to start writing, but the people in that class don't give a shit about anything. It makes me sad, I expected so much more out of college. I'm gonna transfer in the Fall, I can't take this shit. I have to step it up on the job search if I wanna spend the summer in Cuba. I think that if I am able to go, I WON'T COME BACK.
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It's 3:30 in the morning and I am still awak writng about the Crusades from an Arab perspective....I wanna go to bed.I can't even see what I'm typing anymore.
If I get anything less than an A+ I'm gonna stab myself in the neck.Seriously.
I have to be on my way to school in about 5 hours and I haven't even finished this fucking paper!
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I am OBSESSED with letterineversent.com

you should be too, trust me it's good.
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Neither of my papers have been written, but I'm sitting at Java monkey watching the most beautiful woman in Decatur play the banjo for her friend. She is talking about all the boys that broke her heart and how much she wished she wrote songs about anything else, I'm gonna tell her that I overheard her songs and I think she's beautiful. People don't hear things like that enough, and when they do sometimes it freaks them out.


I've been so frustrated with communication lately. Sometimes the sound of anyone else's voice makes me cringe. Especially during car rides. What is the polite way to say,"Shut the fuck up listeing to you makes me want to stab myself in the ear" to your friends, family and lovers? Some times I can listen to one person talk for hours, and other times I nwant silence for days.
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I'm the best procrastinator ever....
I have to write a 5 page paper on a book I haven't read.
The paper is due Friday, watch me work my way outta this one.


Mo doesn't know that I volunteered our apartment for a holiday party.
I have only consumed candy today.Nothing else.
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